me,is a person like my title...
AN IRRESPONSIBLE BLOGGER...
haha...
actually,i dont like 2 write blog..
so,sometimes i can juz leave my blog 4 a year without touching/seeing it..
i dont like 2 write any passage or words...
moreover,is an artical..
u can say tat i m lazy...or
mayb i juz dono how 2 express myself by using words...
i dono how 2 use strongly words to express my strongly feelings..
i think i m kinda crazy...
at 3.25am..
i m writing this post..
when every1 is sleeping, i m posting...
haha...funny rite??
n now, i m sleepy dy...
n this time, i hv no idea when m i goin 2 write my blog again...
haha^^
mayb 1 day,1 week,1 month or 1 year again...
wont so terrible la....
i think will be soon...
Thursday, December 30, 2010
Monday, July 5, 2010
一瞬间~
昨天，不知是否她的那一番话
瞬间让我的心情跌落谷底
有着一股想要哭的冲动
反复思考。。。
我是不是做错了什么？？
瞬间觉得我什么也没有了
只剩下我孤零零的一人
我拥有的东西
全都不翼而飞
全都灰飞烟灭。。。
幸好，
还有人告诉我
说我不是孤单一人
我还有你们...
如果这些都成真
我至少不会觉得孤独
因为我还有你们！
瞬间让我的心情跌落谷底
有着一股想要哭的冲动
反复思考。。。
我是不是做错了什么？？
瞬间觉得我什么也没有了
只剩下我孤零零的一人
我拥有的东西
全都不翼而飞
全都灰飞烟灭。。。
幸好，
还有人告诉我
说我不是孤单一人
我还有你们...
如果这些都成真
我至少不会觉得孤独
因为我还有你们！
Friday, June 18, 2010
3D~~??
go gurney wif
angel,wee lis,vincent n anson
watched toy story 3
nobody ask me n angel want 2 watch 3D anot..
so we hv 2 pay rm16 de ticket 2 watch..
wates extra rm6...haiz
but it's ok la....doesnt bother it
1st time see 3D de movie...
feel curious abt it..
we gt d 3D spectacles n wore it...
we looked funny...
it was so special...
haha^^
love it!!!
angel,wee lis,vincent n anson
watched toy story 3
nobody ask me n angel want 2 watch 3D anot..
so we hv 2 pay rm16 de ticket 2 watch..
wates extra rm6...haiz
but it's ok la....doesnt bother it
1st time see 3D de movie...
feel curious abt it..
we gt d 3D spectacles n wore it...
we looked funny...
it was so special...
haha^^
love it!!!
Tuesday, June 15, 2010
回到原位~~
我参加了在11/6-13/6 的生活营
在生活营里真的很开心，很兴奋
在那三天里
我真的以为自己是在另一个世界一样
完全与外界没有联系。。
直到现在，生活营结束了
所有的生活都重新回到原位上
觉得好沉闷
想起在生活营里的点点滴滴。。
同伴们一起努力，团结在一起
才会得到最佳组别的这个奖
想起在生活营里认识到一群
一起闯关，一起同甘共苦
的好朋友们。。。
真的很高兴，很开心认识他们
我真希望如果我们是有缘分的话。。
我们以后还会再相见的。。
FRENZ FOREVER!!!
上进组的组员们。。。加油!!!
在生活营里真的很开心，很兴奋
在那三天里
我真的以为自己是在另一个世界一样
完全与外界没有联系。。
直到现在，生活营结束了
所有的生活都重新回到原位上
觉得好沉闷
想起在生活营里的点点滴滴。。
同伴们一起努力，团结在一起
才会得到最佳组别的这个奖
想起在生活营里认识到一群
一起闯关，一起同甘共苦
的好朋友们。。。
真的很高兴，很开心认识他们
我真希望如果我们是有缘分的话。。
我们以后还会再相见的。。
FRENZ FOREVER!!!
上进组的组员们。。。加油!!!
Thursday, June 10, 2010
Tuesday, May 11, 2010
不是一件容易的事.....
wow~~
好久没写 blog 了..
不是因为懒惰而不写，
而是我没有东西写。
昨天，我心血来潮想要尝试创作歌曲
可是真的好难...
配合钢琴
我写了一些
可是
写来写去都一样...
没有一个爆点
而且写了过后
听了一下
又觉得跟某些歌很相似
那就不是我自己的歌了
总之
对于初学者
写歌不是一件容易的事
不可能用一晚的时间就可以
驾驭的...
可是我不会放弃
我会继续努力
直到我写出我最喜欢最满意的作品
（可是不知是否能达成）
haha^^
好久没写 blog 了..
不是因为懒惰而不写，
而是我没有东西写。
昨天，我心血来潮想要尝试创作歌曲
可是真的好难...
配合钢琴
我写了一些
可是
写来写去都一样...
没有一个爆点
而且写了过后
听了一下
又觉得跟某些歌很相似
那就不是我自己的歌了
总之
对于初学者
写歌不是一件容易的事
不可能用一晚的时间就可以
驾驭的...
可是我不会放弃
我会继续努力
直到我写出我最喜欢最满意的作品
（可是不知是否能达成）
haha^^
Friday, April 30, 2010
~~Love~~
What is love? It is one of the most difficult questions for the mankind. Centuries have passed by, relationships have bloomed and so has love. But no one can give the proper definition of love. To some Love is friendship set on fire for others Maybe love is like luck. You have to go all the way to find it. No matter how you define it or feel it, love is the eternal truth in the history of mankind.
Love is patient, love is kind. It has no envy, nor it boasts itself and it is never proud. It rejoices over the evil and is the truth seeker. Love protects; preserves and hopes for the positive aspect of life. Always stand steadfast in love, not fall into it. It is like the dream of your matter of affection coming true. Love can occur between two or more individuals. It bonds them and connects them in a unified link of trust, intimacy and interdependence. It enhances the relationship and comforts the soul. Love should be experienced and not just felt. The depth of love can not be measured. Look at the relationship between a mother and a child. The mother loves the child unconditionally and it can not be measured at all. A different dimension can be attained between any relationships with the magic of love. Love can be created. You just need to focus on the goodness of the other person. If this can be done easily, then you can also love easily. And remember we all have some positive aspect in us, no matter how bad our deeds maybe. And as God said �Love all�
Depending on context, love can be of different varieties. Romantic love is a deep, intense and unending. It shared on a very intimate and interpersonal and sexual relationship. The term Platonic love, familial love and religious love are also matter of great affection. It is more of desire, preference and feelings. The meaning of love will change with each different relationship and depends more on its concept of depth, versatility, and complexity. But at times the very existence of love is questioned. Some say it is false and meaningless. It says that it never exist, because there has been many instances of hatred and brutality in relationships. The history of our world has witnessed many such events. There has been hatred between brothers, parents and children, sibling rivalry and spouses have failed each other. Friends have betrayed each other; the son has killed his parents for the throne, the count is endless. Even the modern generation is also facing with such dilemmas everyday. But �love� is not responsible for that. It is us, the people, who have forgotten the meaning of love and have undertaken such gruesome apathy.
In the past the study of philosophy and religion has done many speculations on the phenomenon of love. But love has always ruled, in music, poetry, paintings, sculptor and literature. Psychology has also done lot of dissection to the essence of love, just like what biology, anthropology and neuroscience has also done to it.
Psychology portrays love as a cognitive phenomenon with a social cause. It is said to have three components in the book of psychology: Intimacy, Commitment, and Passion. Also, in an ancient proverb love is defined as a high form of tolerance. And this view has been accepted and advocated by both philosophers and scholars. Love also includes compatibility. But it is more of journey to the unknown when the concept of compatibility comes into picture. Maybe the person whom we see in front of us, may be least compatible than the person who is miles away. We might talk to each other and portray that we love each other, but practically we do not end up into any relationship. Also in compatibility, the key is to think about the long term successful relationship, not a short journey. We need to understand each other and must always remember that no body is perfect.
Be together, share your joy and sorrow, understand each other, provide space to each other, but always be there for each others need. And surely love will blossom to strengthen your relationship with your matter of affection.
Love is patient, love is kind. It has no envy, nor it boasts itself and it is never proud. It rejoices over the evil and is the truth seeker. Love protects; preserves and hopes for the positive aspect of life. Always stand steadfast in love, not fall into it. It is like the dream of your matter of affection coming true. Love can occur between two or more individuals. It bonds them and connects them in a unified link of trust, intimacy and interdependence. It enhances the relationship and comforts the soul. Love should be experienced and not just felt. The depth of love can not be measured. Look at the relationship between a mother and a child. The mother loves the child unconditionally and it can not be measured at all. A different dimension can be attained between any relationships with the magic of love. Love can be created. You just need to focus on the goodness of the other person. If this can be done easily, then you can also love easily. And remember we all have some positive aspect in us, no matter how bad our deeds maybe. And as God said �Love all�
Depending on context, love can be of different varieties. Romantic love is a deep, intense and unending. It shared on a very intimate and interpersonal and sexual relationship. The term Platonic love, familial love and religious love are also matter of great affection. It is more of desire, preference and feelings. The meaning of love will change with each different relationship and depends more on its concept of depth, versatility, and complexity. But at times the very existence of love is questioned. Some say it is false and meaningless. It says that it never exist, because there has been many instances of hatred and brutality in relationships. The history of our world has witnessed many such events. There has been hatred between brothers, parents and children, sibling rivalry and spouses have failed each other. Friends have betrayed each other; the son has killed his parents for the throne, the count is endless. Even the modern generation is also facing with such dilemmas everyday. But �love� is not responsible for that. It is us, the people, who have forgotten the meaning of love and have undertaken such gruesome apathy.
In the past the study of philosophy and religion has done many speculations on the phenomenon of love. But love has always ruled, in music, poetry, paintings, sculptor and literature. Psychology has also done lot of dissection to the essence of love, just like what biology, anthropology and neuroscience has also done to it.
Psychology portrays love as a cognitive phenomenon with a social cause. It is said to have three components in the book of psychology: Intimacy, Commitment, and Passion. Also, in an ancient proverb love is defined as a high form of tolerance. And this view has been accepted and advocated by both philosophers and scholars. Love also includes compatibility. But it is more of journey to the unknown when the concept of compatibility comes into picture. Maybe the person whom we see in front of us, may be least compatible than the person who is miles away. We might talk to each other and portray that we love each other, but practically we do not end up into any relationship. Also in compatibility, the key is to think about the long term successful relationship, not a short journey. We need to understand each other and must always remember that no body is perfect.
Be together, share your joy and sorrow, understand each other, provide space to each other, but always be there for each others need. And surely love will blossom to strengthen your relationship with your matter of affection.
Saturday, April 17, 2010
朦朦胧胧~~
今天，是一个没有ko-k的星期六
只是。。还有marching练习罢了
一大早就到学校去training..
真的很累...
我们从早上8点练到中午12点
虽然中间还有几次休息
可是。。好累哦！！
training完了之后，
就回家梳洗，然后去吃午餐
过后一回到家
已经是2点了
我就一边看戏，一边打瞌睡
最终，
我还是敌不过瞌睡虫的利诱
睡着了。。
(我是真的很累了）
又睡了两个半小时
起身后，就做功课
然后就开始上网到现在啦~~
我觉得过后也应该没事做了吧
不说了~~
我终觉得今天的时间真的过得很快！！
bye~~
只是。。还有marching练习罢了
一大早就到学校去training..
真的很累...
我们从早上8点练到中午12点
虽然中间还有几次休息
可是。。好累哦！！
training完了之后，
就回家梳洗，然后去吃午餐
过后一回到家
已经是2点了
我就一边看戏，一边打瞌睡
最终，
我还是敌不过瞌睡虫的利诱
睡着了。。
(我是真的很累了）
又睡了两个半小时
起身后，就做功课
然后就开始上网到现在啦~~
我觉得过后也应该没事做了吧
不说了~~
我终觉得今天的时间真的过得很快！！
bye~~
Sunday, April 11, 2010
Sunday~~
今天大概7点多就起身了，
哇。。。真的很爱睡。。
hehe~~
我不是去打篮球哦，
而是要去gai gai
准备好了，就和阿姨一起吃早餐。
过后，我们就乘车到 Butterworth 的 Careffour 去
就我们5个人，买了很东西，
快将近rm220 了吧。。
就一个早上就卖了这么多的东西
我们还分counter付钱呢。。
真的很好笑又好玩。
=.=
到了下午，没事做
就睡了大概3个小时的午觉吧。。
sienz nia =+=
ooo。。要去gurney了
要去看————林俊杰
好兴奋哦。。
可惜的是yetwen没得去
haiz..
不说了。。要去准备了
bye~~
哇。。。真的很爱睡。。
hehe~~
我不是去打篮球哦，
而是要去gai gai
准备好了，就和阿姨一起吃早餐。
过后，我们就乘车到 Butterworth 的 Careffour 去
就我们5个人，买了很东西，
快将近rm220 了吧。。
就一个早上就卖了这么多的东西
我们还分counter付钱呢。。
真的很好笑又好玩。
=.=
到了下午，没事做
就睡了大概3个小时的午觉吧。。
sienz nia =+=
ooo。。要去gurney了
要去看————林俊杰
好兴奋哦。。
可惜的是yetwen没得去
haiz..
不说了。。要去准备了
bye~~
Tuesday, April 6, 2010
funny story
(even an Englishman could not
construct sentences using numeric)
Ah Lek was asked to make a sentence using
1,2,3,4,5,6,7,8,9,10.
Not only did he do it 1 to 10,he did it again from 10 back to 1.
This is what he came up with:
1 day I go 2 climb a 3 outside a house to peep.
But the couple saw me, so I panic and 4 down.
The man rushed out and wanted to 5 with me.
I ran until I fell 6 and threw up.
So I go into 7-eleven and grabbed some 8 to throw at him.
Then I took a 9 and try to stab at him.
10 God he run away.
10 I put the 9 back and pay for the 8 and left 7-eleven.
Next day I called my boss and told him I was 6.
He said 5,tomorrow also no need to come back 4 work.
He also asked me to go climb a 3 and jump down!
I don't understand.
I am so nice 2 him but I don't know what he 1.
construct sentences using numeric)
Ah Lek was asked to make a sentence using
1,2,3,4,5,6,7,8,9,10.
Not only did he do it 1 to 10,he did it again from 10 back to 1.
This is what he came up with:
1 day I go 2 climb a 3 outside a house to peep.
But the couple saw me, so I panic and 4 down.
The man rushed out and wanted to 5 with me.
I ran until I fell 6 and threw up.
So I go into 7-eleven and grabbed some 8 to throw at him.
Then I took a 9 and try to stab at him.
10 God he run away.
10 I put the 9 back and pay for the 8 and left 7-eleven.
Next day I called my boss and told him I was 6.
He said 5,tomorrow also no need to come back 4 work.
He also asked me to go climb a 3 and jump down!
I don't understand.
I am so nice 2 him but I don't know what he 1.
白目==
昨天，糊里糊涂的我
把星期二当星期一。。
还带星期一的课本到学校去。。
当wei告诉我今天没有sc节时，
我才惊觉到今天不是星期一。。
笨笨的我才开始紧张应该怎么办
幸好星期二的节和星期一的大同小异
只剩下english。。
因为我没有带作业。。
到kh节的时候，
我，bell 和 wei 一组
制作 pizza...
这是我第一次做 pizza...
感觉真的有点兴奋。。
首先，我们必须先把老师分给我们的材料
切成一块一块。。
笨手笨脚的我们都没下厨过。。
所以把那些材料都切得不是很好看
过后我们便把材料放在饼皮上
接着老师就要把 cheese 分给我们
然后把它撒在材料的上面。。
这时，我和wei就第一时间跑到老师那边去
老师还没有开始分cheese的时候。。
我和wei趁老师不注意的时候
在旁边偷了很多cheese
结果我们偷了很多的cheese...
过后我们就把pizza放进烤炉里去烘烤
20分钟后，pizza已经烤好了。。
cheese的香味塞满了我的鼻子
虽然我们的pizza不是能和Pizza Hut 或 Domino's 的媲美
可是已经算是很好了，毕竟我们是第一次做pizza。。
过后我又得到一个好消息就是
miss ong 没来，要到礼堂去。。
我和wei开始手舞足蹈了起来。。。
(wei也是没带workbook）
真的非常开心...
haha^^
把星期二当星期一。。
还带星期一的课本到学校去。。
当wei告诉我今天没有sc节时，
我才惊觉到今天不是星期一。。
笨笨的我才开始紧张应该怎么办
幸好星期二的节和星期一的大同小异
只剩下english。。
因为我没有带作业。。
到kh节的时候，
我，bell 和 wei 一组
制作 pizza...
这是我第一次做 pizza...
感觉真的有点兴奋。。
首先，我们必须先把老师分给我们的材料
切成一块一块。。
笨手笨脚的我们都没下厨过。。
所以把那些材料都切得不是很好看
过后我们便把材料放在饼皮上
接着老师就要把 cheese 分给我们
然后把它撒在材料的上面。。
这时，我和wei就第一时间跑到老师那边去
老师还没有开始分cheese的时候。。
我和wei趁老师不注意的时候
在旁边偷了很多cheese
结果我们偷了很多的cheese...
过后我们就把pizza放进烤炉里去烘烤
20分钟后，pizza已经烤好了。。
cheese的香味塞满了我的鼻子
虽然我们的pizza不是能和Pizza Hut 或 Domino's 的媲美
可是已经算是很好了，毕竟我们是第一次做pizza。。
过后我又得到一个好消息就是
miss ong 没来，要到礼堂去。。
我和wei开始手舞足蹈了起来。。。
(wei也是没带workbook）
真的非常开心...
haha^^
Sunday, April 4, 2010
Saturday, April 3, 2010
Happy Day!!!
today seems very happy
but mayb is aft basketball practice...
d whole day b4 going basketball
i was on9-ing...
hehe^^
coz my sis work so nobody disturbed me..
den went 4 basketball prac...
suddenly 雷电交加 but not so 恐怖 la
it rained when we were playing basketball...
i felt very syiok..
coz 1st time play basketball in the rain..
hahahaha:)^^
but 全身都湿透了..like “落汤鸡”
hehe...
after tat...
i went to dinner with my big family..
again at de same restaurant-'Ocean Green'
but not bad la...
we went there by 4 cars...
2 cars with 6 ppl,n 2 cars with 7 ppl..n 1 in motor..
crazy rite?
de dish i like de most is "kang kung with sambals"
emmmmm....yummy..yummy..
i can finish 3 bowls of rice with this vegetable..
but is last time la
now cant ady la...
three tables...27 ppl
my favourite dish...
eating...^^
left 1 oyster for taking d photo b4 i ate it...^^
prawns
濑尿虾
but mayb is aft basketball practice...
d whole day b4 going basketball
i was on9-ing...
hehe^^
coz my sis work so nobody disturbed me..
den went 4 basketball prac...
suddenly 雷电交加 but not so 恐怖 la
it rained when we were playing basketball...
i felt very syiok..
coz 1st time play basketball in the rain..
hahahaha:)^^
but 全身都湿透了..like “落汤鸡”
hehe...
after tat...
i went to dinner with my big family..
again at de same restaurant-'Ocean Green'
but not bad la...
we went there by 4 cars...
2 cars with 6 ppl,n 2 cars with 7 ppl..n 1 in motor..
crazy rite?
de dish i like de most is "kang kung with sambals"
emmmmm....yummy..yummy..
i can finish 3 bowls of rice with this vegetable..
but is last time la
now cant ady la...
three tables...27 ppl
my favourite dish...
eating...^^
left 1 oyster for taking d photo b4 i ate it...^^
prawns
濑尿虾
Friday, April 2, 2010
好了==
我在家里的心情和在学校的心情
差别真的很大。。
在学校时，心情有点低落
但回到家后，会露出一丝笑容
可能是回到家后，
在学校的烦恼也会跟着烟消云散吧
总之，现在心情好很多了。。
也蛮开心的。
因为我又有新书包和鞋子了
刚刚一放学后就立刻去买了。。
刚开始的时候真的有点悲喜交加
但现在还蛮悠闲的。。
躲在这里抒发情绪
关心我的朋友们，
我想大声地对你们说：
谢谢你们!!!
(还有不必替我担心)*自己想的*
hehe^^
差别真的很大。。
在学校时，心情有点低落
但回到家后，会露出一丝笑容
可能是回到家后，
在学校的烦恼也会跟着烟消云散吧
总之，现在心情好很多了。。
也蛮开心的。
因为我又有新书包和鞋子了
刚刚一放学后就立刻去买了。。
刚开始的时候真的有点悲喜交加
但现在还蛮悠闲的。。
躲在这里抒发情绪
关心我的朋友们，
我想大声地对你们说：
谢谢你们!!!
(还有不必替我担心)*自己想的*
hehe^^
多想??
这几天的心情好像被人挥了一拳
一倒在地..
我好像融入不了她们...
是我的错吗?
总觉得我是被忽视的感觉...
尝试参与...可是不行...
是我不够努力吗?
还是我的错觉?
我真的不知道我是不是真的太多想了呢?
可是这几天我所感受到的感觉是
我是一个人的...
这种害怕，冷漠，孤单的心情
这是我从未感受得到的...
虽然还有朋友的....
支持，鼓励，关心，安慰
但这种感觉真的令我...
很懊恼，很烦心
一直在 “是不是我的问题，我的错”
之间徘徊着...
这些烦恼还有学业上的压力
逼得我快喘不过气来
我的头脑快爆炸了...
我真的希望这一切的一切...
都是我自己胡思乱想的...
如果一切都是我多想的
那么我诚心的请求上苍...
让这一切都不要成真....
(我是说真的)
朋友们，
我是真的很想和你们
友谊永固!!
一倒在地..
我好像融入不了她们...
是我的错吗?
总觉得我是被忽视的感觉...
尝试参与...可是不行...
是我不够努力吗?
还是我的错觉?
我真的不知道我是不是真的太多想了呢?
可是这几天我所感受到的感觉是
我是一个人的...
这种害怕，冷漠，孤单的心情
这是我从未感受得到的...
虽然还有朋友的....
支持，鼓励，关心，安慰
但这种感觉真的令我...
很懊恼，很烦心
一直在 “是不是我的问题，我的错”
之间徘徊着...
这些烦恼还有学业上的压力
逼得我快喘不过气来
我的头脑快爆炸了...
我真的希望这一切的一切...
都是我自己胡思乱想的...
如果一切都是我多想的
那么我诚心的请求上苍...
让这一切都不要成真....
(我是说真的)
朋友们，
我是真的很想和你们
友谊永固!!
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